April 2010

when the kidney is ill, one needs an antidote of love and trust. i have the love, i lack the self-trust.  this time of life right now shall, and will,…

Actively spending a lot of time ensuring that Cam listens to classical and alternative music in utero, which includes wearing uncomfortable headphones on your belly. At five, Cam’s favourite song,…

in the midst of life’s current unfairness, i am still thankful. i have a lot to be thankful for. more than i could ever imagine. .shmooshy. boots that could kick…

Cam. As all her brilliant and innocent and wonderful self. Mama loves you, my not-so-baby-anymore-girl 🙂

Love you. Well done Mr and Mrs D. Thank you for letting me part of your magnificent day. [youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GthncgEEMs0]

there. there in the dark where i worry. in the dark where shadows become demons and the wall is composed of steel. grand plans of life get washed away and…

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYCzDhaRV60] i am going to make it through this year if it kills me. me and my twin high maintenance machine. 🙂

My mother was a professional ballet dancer and teacher for many years. I was dancing before I could walk (and we wonder why I have such dodgy knees…heh). Cameron wants…

stolen from Angel,  Pinkhairgirl and of course, Glugster (for whom I have left some numbers out, just for shiz :D) Bold = Yep, done that. Plain text = Nope, haven’t done…

this had me snotting on my sleeve. we miss you too, fuckbitch. truth is, life’s moved on. we both live in different houses now. but, we’re actually exactly the same…