the kidney. again.

when the kidney is ill, one needs an antidote of love and trust.

i have the love, i lack the self-trust.  this time of life right now shall, and will, pass.

this is my lesson.

it’s nobody’s fault but my own.

i’m on strict orders from cluckhoff….thank you for your call. for your love and for your spirit…

to think positively.

so, today…

i am thankful that i have friends who send me pictures to cheer me up. others who call and help me to laugh at things, in their upside down state. some who message me just to remind me they are still there.

i am thankful that i have more love than i could ever have imagined in my life.

i am thankful that i have a way to honour it, every day.

i am thankful that my brave, wonderful daughter does this.

i am thankful that tonight i will rest in the arms of someone who loves me, even when i am a complete wreck.