you are
Inconvenient and Unkind.
helpful at first
nowhere to be found at the end
just.like.me.
when i am in need
you are unavailable
when i am unavailable
you are in need
i’d like to show you to the world
but you stay in and immerse yourself in yourself
just.like.me.
i spend most days creating conversation in my head
things i wish i had said one day
most of these things i have said to you
sometimes i cannot believe i had the courage.
i summon the bliss of not knowing you
but to do so means to not know myself.