i need a moment

i need this year to be over now.

i feel it’s a little too much.

too little sleep.

too much fighting.

too much running.

too many questions.

far too few answers of the type i deserve.

far too little of the things that make me feel okay.

not enough me, far too much you and way-hay too much of them.

 

cathjenkin is exhausted.

 

please just make it all go away.

 

just for a second.

 

this is how i feel today.