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I’ve posted this song before.

A while ago, when I was truly reflecting on my life and thinking, in all of it’s enormous things, how far I have come and where I want to go next, figuratively.

It popped on my iTunes this morning and I was listening to it when you walked in.

Except I didn’t know you’d walked in.

And the thing is, my brain was so fuddled, running through a work complexity, and in the other hemisphere, it was thinking about this song… that, a while ago, I was listening to it and well, musing.

A while ago, it had a kinda strange meaning for me.

And my madness in a certain aspect of my life  had been brought to light.

The thing was, at that time, I had no idea what to do with it.

And then, mentally, as I was turning around to find out what was breathing behind me (which was you but, at that moment, I thought it was a ghost heh…), I realised that my madness was great. My madness was part of me, and you loved that part.

I can’t ever thank you enough for the honest love you have bestowed on my life.

It really is this simple. I just never knew that.

Shmooshy Periversary Flowers *this caption is codespeak*