shmooshy

  • every day.

    Every day, I write in my journal. My journal was a present from Larcy. I used to write volumes in my journals. I live in paranoid fear sometimes that someone,…

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  • love really is that simple.

    so I told Parent24 this morning, here.

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  • 1en. <3en. Zen.

    ten. I love you. Uncapped and Unshaped. Like you love me. Thank you my Prince Familiar. X

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  • …you know, i knew it would happen…

    I wish I could capture for you, each moment where you made my heart sing. Each moment where I felt bereft and you lifted me straight out of it. It’s…

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  • flux and flotsam but, pulling on through.

    1/Work. There is a lot of it and my time is pressured and short. 2/Home. We have to find a new one. 3/Loss. I feel like I’ve lost more than…

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  • 9ine.

    9ine. i love you. you that stands by me, cheering me on when i feel like i’ve had enough of everything else in life and just want to throw my…

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  • a word on wonderful friends

    I did not know that Angel and Neels would be in my end of the world this past weekend. So when I found out, I jumped at the chance to…

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  • 72 hours

    Dear Shmooshy, ‘Til there was you always seemed such a cliche to me. Yet, today, I find, it’s perfectly apt. So, excuse the cliche for today but, it does fit.…

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  • happiness

    is here

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  • love.

    love. that thing you do so well. the part that knows when my brain is full. the part that knows exactly what i’m thinking before i trip over the brain…

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