random bits of writing

everyone has them. they get a clever idea and that impulse of “MUST.WRITE.IT.DOWN.NOW”

Now, I look back and find a whole stack of them spread around the innards of my laptop, the back of a serviette (yes, literally, is not a cliche…) and my phone (yes, i write little notes to myself on my phone all the time).

anyway, I have  no context for them now, really. But, here’s one:

i realise the cath package is intimidating
the gorgeous kid, the career, the can-do,will-do attitude, and the just-you-try-and-stop-me-kinda -way
the no-i-don’t-need-your-help-oh-fuck-please-help-me oscillation,
the awesome friends and inspiring, real life, in your living room and on speed dial, heroes
but.
seriously,
if you weren’t worthy of being here,
do you really think i’d ask you to be?

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