but. it still feels weird that i cannot phone you every morning.
that i no longer start my day, with a story from you, and me scrambling for coffee and to get through my inbox.
regale you with the story of the night before of Cameron and her funny things.
worry with you over something.
still, i’m here.
still, i’m happy.
still, i’m loved.
still, i’m smiling.
that’s what you wanted for me.
i know that. love you.

I’m so sorry you mom isn’t with you. This is a hateful thing that we will all face sooner or later. Wishing you strength and peace as you mourn her loss.
This made me cry. Loves and hugs xxx
Sorry you so sad. Lots of love and hugs xxx
And still.