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    I worry for the quiet ones.

    The way I see it, we’re not getting anywhere close to where we need to be. Wound up in the worldly items we’re somehow taught to care about, we slowly…

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    Less Than Par

    I like to think I’m a high-functioning human, able to complete a multitude of tasks within a day, in an ordered fashion that enables me to progress through life. That’s…

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  • ·ramble

    36 | 72

    This coming Saturday, I will mark my mother’s 72nd birthday. Except it’s not her 72nd birthday, because she’s not here to celebrate it. But her children are. I am. I’m…

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    Morning Rituals

    Ask anyone who has ever lived with me, and they’ll tell you – I talk when I’m in the shower. It’s here that I get my best ideas, find that…

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    21 Days Of… Breakfast

    Life is currently kicking me into shape a bit, and that shape is – well, as I type, I’m pretending I don’t have a cold and am attempting to engineer…

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    Changing The Inner Monologue, From The Outside

    Bear with me as I tell you a little story. I have a point. Last year, about halfway through the year, I popped out to our local grocery store to…

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    Disconnection and Reconnection

    I was relatively verbose about taking a true break from this wild streets of the Internet during then holiday season. It took a lot of willpower to work myself towards…

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    Shoes on Her Feet

    It’s almost time to head back to school. Last year was such a mind flip for me,  so getting ready to re-enter the classroom and start up that homework machine is…

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    Mama Bear One

    “Mama Bear One, this is Mama Bear Two, check in” This is how it is in my head, most days. No, that’s how it was. I am Mama Bear One…

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  • ·ramble, Ramble two, random asides

    The Extraordinary Thing.

    You spend the major portion of your adult life with a backup plan in your pocket. This isn’t a get-out-of-jail-free card. Life isn’t Monopoly. It’s a survival tactic that’s sewn…

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