four things

four things id like to happen
1. the universal delete button
2. cigarettes to be cheaper
3. someone to invent the nonyapping dog. and then deliver it to the people living across the road from me
4. unlimited,free bandwidth in SA. No, scrap that, i know i am asking too much. How ’bout bandwidth that’s fast, works and doesn’t rely on telshitekom?

four things i cannot live without (things not people)
1. cigarettes
2. cellphone
3. coffee
4. clingwrap

/weird that thats all c’s

four numbers i have recently dialled

1. home (which is weird. i may never dial that number again)
2. boss
3. garry

four things i am looking at
1. curtains
2. screen.
3. cigarettes
4. cellphone

four things i wish i could do
1. take good photos. i take shit photos
2. be photogenic. i take shit photos
3. be coherent in stressful situations
4. draw.

four things i wish someone (not just one person) knew
1. that their presence on the earth makes me sick
2. that their presence on the earth makes me hopeful
3. that their presence on the earth makes me feel safe
4. that their presence on the earth makes me not feel so alone

/some of those people i think already know these

four things i need right now
1. tea
2. new pyjamas
3. my windows cleaned
4. sleep

four things i wish you knew
1. that i have a favourite playlist. which you probably hate and will one day point out to me and i will laugh at my patheticism
2. that i generally am in awe of everyone, and its not the other way around
3. that i think you try too hard when you really don’t need to, especially with me
4. that i really like them, even though i may never see them again


smegma. its a great word.

it’s similar to how i feel. akin to meh, miff and bleh

i am
– overworked
– overtired
– an insomnia princess
– very tired of snot
– very annoyed with people (i can count on my left hand how many people i actually wish to speak to right now. everyone else can delete themselves. this is probably due to the next point)
– a PMS queen
– not looking forward to getting up at 4am on to fly to friggin jhb.

happy friday everyone

song for today – 99 red balloons – nena. for no apparent reason


james – song for today, for PPs, VPPs and PFPs

hehe. song for today – james – the bangles.

for me and la, our past purges, very present purges and our possible future purges. (PPs VPPs and PFPs)

(yes, i have a PFP).

I knew it’d turn out like this
I’m keeping one foot on the train
I must be a masochist
to ever take up with you James
It sounds familar that tone in your voice
Your gonna quit James you leave me no choice

oh James
lettin’ me down again James

Well it wasn’t so long ago
I saw love in your eyes
And I think I should have known
but I’m feeling somewhat surprised
You think there’s someone better for you
You think I’m too young to see this thing through

I knew it’d turn out like this
I’m keeping one foot out the door
And I don’t think I should trust
that kind of love anymore
And now I realize I had it all wrong
I’ll only take this shit for so long

oh James
Lettin’ me down again
Guess it’s goodbye again
Lettin’ me down again
Lettin’ me down again