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    will only make sense to two people in the world.

    insomnia. i can never sleep. i hate it. i have to give up caffeine and see if that helps. but, tonight, i have to be up in four hours’ time,…

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    fk.

    i’ve never seen the view from my balcony look as good as this.

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    a good weekend, after all.

    😉 the only thing missing is a game of pacman and maybe tea with my dad. heart pretty full, thanks.

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    dear whoever

    dear precious where are you in the world tonight? are you still in your head or is someone else hogging the spotlight on the stage of your life? dear resilient…

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    i oscillate.

    I oscillate between insecurity and not caring. I oscillate between complete self control and complete insanity. I oscillate between love and hate and life and death Every morning I awaken…

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    the house

    someone very dear to me, inexplicably dear to me, said this to me recently. he said, ‘let it go, the memories are in your head anyway’. he was right. so…

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    updated

    11/is having a fuckwow moment. (like i said, if this is what i get for being good, i’m going be to good for a long time). 12/is thinking that she’s…

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    oh james.

    oh. ‘james’.

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    oh, and yes, it is true.

    we actually do have a fanclub now. wahahahah 99% hearts you.

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    compliments of meish.org

    this is what i meant, btw. don’t go thinking i’m going all soft. i don’t do emo anymore, remember?

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