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    A note to myself.

    Today, I uncovered some things. Today, I realised I have a private battle with a few things I need to face. No, screw that, CONQUER. Anyway, I wrote this little…

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    A few good men.

    <insert schmaltzy but serious post here> Today is one of my bestie’s, aka, Sheena‘s two year anniversary with the fantastic Jon. Upon waking this morning, after calling my Shmooshy and…

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    On love.

    There’s something you don’t know. Well, maybe you do. Anyway, that’s not integral here. There are some mornings on our weekends where I wake up, and look over and there…

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    Something. And then something.

    So, something happened where I had to choose between the two parts of my heart. This happens often enough, but it never gets any easier. It made me sad. For…

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    Just saying no.

    Just saying no. Saying no to giving up. Saying no to giving in to something that still sometimes consumes you. Something someone very dear to me once said, was that…

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    The thing is.

    You’d always be free to do what you wanted to do. I’d never hold you back unless it concerned me that you could hurt yourself. The thing is that you…

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    When they love somebody you don’t like – a lesson in hope.

    Someone very close to me, fell in love with someone I deemed, from the moment I met them, as wholly unsuitable. Over the years, I was proved right in my…

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    by the time you read this..

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    the name of me. the name of you.

    And these are the thoughts. I’m working on a little pet project at the moment that’s both (personal) and (with good reason). My reasons for them aren’t important here. The…

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    notes from under the desk

    remember I once told you about lunch? well, I have a new pet peeve. I write this to you from under the desk, where I’m hiding, out of fear that…

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