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    a note for the fire.

    it took immense courage to face me and be truly present. …hello there. the angel from my nightmare… but you called it faith. not the faith peddled to us in…

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    simple sunday sunrise

    it’s 05h47am. sunrise is yet again, breathtaking. strange things happen when left to my own devices, to connect and to, as larcy would say, ‘plug in’. to all of my…

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    run run run run run

    it’s a song title. today’s hot tune. run run run run run – fire through the window. the phone rings but he wont answerjust in case it might be herand…

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    saturday afternoon rambling.

    So, here I am, once again, at the window, thinking of the PPP, and the strength they surround me with. Singing, fire through the window on repeat (fuck i heart…

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    it began with larcy on a rooftop

    it was the most awesome gig. and there you were, in my head, twirling and prancing. nothing compares to you – fire through the window (cover): It’s been seven hours…

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    larcy will get it.

    so, it’s friday afternoon, the sun is setting, i’m updating, well, everything, and catching up on a few things. and plotting what to wear tonight in the great and fab…

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    A Letter to My 13-Year Old Self

    Dear Cath Please, take that aliceband off. Please. For the Love of All That is Good. Thank you. Stop pining for the normal that you think you deserve. It is…

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    Dear Dadadadad. The Elephant in the Room.

    Dear Dadadadad Today’s an anniversary for you and me. Today, three years ago, I told you that you were right. I told you what noone else would accept, ‘fess up…

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    random dream

    Last night i dreamt you and I were sitting on a bed in a hotel room watching “an inconvenient truth”. sitting like we used to circa the 90’s watching wayne’s…

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    william and gracie ride again.

    *humping friday’s leg* 11 hours and 10 minutes, will. God, i love your smses: to will: ok. that’s it. weeking come quickly.from will: i.know.to will: 30 hours until we are…

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