justabigrant.

SO.

1. I include you in EVERY SINGLE MINISCULE PART of the decision making process.

2. I follow through on the decision.

3. I act, I ensure that all steps are followed TO THE LETTER.

4. I check back with you, EVERY SECOND, to make sure I’m still on the right track.

5. AFTER THE DECISION IS MADE, ACTION TAKEN.

6. You tell me it’s wrong.

7. I can only work with what you tell me.

8. Do not then leave me, treat me like shit, and have me wondering what the fuck is up with you, because something is clearly amiss.

9. You say you feel relieved telling me. I just feel like a stupid fool.

10. All this work for nothing. All this change? It was FOR NOTHING.

11. I am so angry I could spit, shoot things, blow things up, set fire to my own clothes. So angry I could explode into a tornado, and whip up storms to annihilate towns.

12. I am so angry, so hurt. You lull me into this false sense of security and then you rip it away from me like I stole it and you’re claiming it back.