..cause we’re off limits during this transition.
..i remembered you the moment i met you.
..with you i knew god’s face was handsome.
..with you i suffered an expansion. (anm)
i’m okay. facing this head on took all of myself.
..i summon the bliss of not knowing you, but, to do so, means to not know myself (CSMJ)
i’m okay. i had to do it. not for you, for me.
it was your choice in the end and i couldn’t make it for you.
and i never, ever wanted to make you make it.
but, in the end, i had to run up the hill and do it.
you spent so much time telling me how I had to do things for myself.
and the one time I really had to.
i had to let go more than i wanted to.
i’m going to miss you in my bed.
but i know you’re still around.
to save myself, i had to lose you.