random thought as i sit here today wearing a scarf and being annoyed by the world’s loudest talking doctor, with the worst accent of all time…
if you had told me a year ago that the person i would be living with would be the same person i admired so much, daily, whilst stalking her, i would never have believed you.
if you had told me that it would be the easiest transition of my life, and that it would be summed up by her saying “i cant believe how YOU you are”, i would never have believed you.
if you had told me a year ago that she would be such an integral part of my child’s life, like another momma, i would never have believed you.
and yet, here i am. believing you. phoning my flattie about banal things like toilet paper and bread and milk supplies. talking about commonalities, life textures and crazy domestic shit.
having you in my life in every respect, is worth the world to me. you are family, have been since day one when i first delurked and then msged you on that godawful facebook and said “how the fuuuck do you know ***boy with dirty shoes**?”
our telepatheticnesses combined, me and cam are so lucky. on my bad days, you hold my hand and make me laugh. today, i want to do the same for you.
mwah bean mwah. X
p.s. SOTD – sometimes – britney spears (for no other reason than the pooh references and the remote karaoke)