random asides

but it means something to me. i received a very brave communication this weekend. one where someone was very open about something very hard. i am so proud to know…

i wake up, with the sun filtering in and prying at my sleepy eyes to open… and there you are. one arm slung over me, like it just crept out…

i am overcome with gratitude right now. you know why if you are reading this. thank you. X

this blogpost will make no sense except to one person who will read it. she knows who she is. i am thinking of her today. there was this day. i was sitting…

whilst tumbling and stumbling through a good friend and midnight-texting-and-talking-confidante‘s tumblr… it made me think of Cam, who once said: “mom. i love you so much it makes my heart…

professionalcath/personalcath/mamacath/girlfriendcath/supercath/ sleepingcath/buildingapigcath/bitingmynailswhileithinkcath/angrycath workingcath/tiredcath/awakecath/sleepingcath/cathtastic/cathnotsofantastic/ sadcath/gleefulcath/cuddleitiscath/ifeelsobigcath/ifeelsosmallcath… and all the way, you are holding my hand. thank you my shmooshy. so much.

other than that i have to post this. to say goodbye to my friend. a giant leap forward into the life he has been waiting for. just four lines: tinyghosts/asw/jebusgetoutofmyface/ihateyou/youbugme/yourtantrumsareridiculous/man…

thank you for listening. x

.i am still i. you can beat me down, tie me up in to-dos and have-tos and get-tos. but i am still i. you can love me, leave me, hate…