brainfarts and bumpins.

a letter to noone, someone and everyone. seriously. i just miss a friend today.

* my computer crashed. totally. here’s hoping something better comes my way in that regard.

*i HATE how sometimes you dream about people you DON’T want to dream about. i LOVE how sometimes you dream about people you DO want to dream about, and when you wake up, they’re still there.

* hey there delilah – the plain white t’s comes on the radio and i yell internally.

*thank heavens for the brain cells i do have, because i remember my passwords for everything. oh, and thank you to me for putting as much of my stuff ‘in the cloud’ so to speak.

*nine days til cam turns four. nine days? where the hang is the time going?

*i remember that weird night. it was good and weird. i remember coming home and standing in front of my window three floors up and thinking “i wish you knew how much i wanted you to be there. i would’ve given anything to just have you appear”.

*how funny in retrospect…you never even knew it  until that weird runin in a franchise store with someone you knew. your face was a picture. i still have never found out how you knew where I was.

*i throw my hands up in the air, fight against it. and then i realise and remember… just let go, cath.

i let go. i so freaking let this go.

i’m whistling whilst attempting data recovery.