twelve thoughts of mine for today

1. my first thought has been centred on sunrises and how lucky i am to have to you wake up this morning and show me your “little smile”.

2. my second thought has been about you. how thankfuckle (that’s my word i have for today) i am that we share an abode. now just have to work on the ‘get an early night’ phenomenon. thank you for my letter on the 12th phenomenon. thank you for listening yesterday. for being open to my life as I am to yours.

3. my third thought has been about you. cows. smiling. you are divine, supreme and utterly gorgeous. a true fuckwow moment. still. thank you for everything you are and everything you are not.

4. that i wish larcy was here so that i could just make her and i a cup of tea and she could steal mine.

5. anen. i got your back, front and middle. the friends can connect in a mysterious way without even speaking. perhaps they have amazing magical powers. perhaps they are both just peculiar in the head – edward monkton.

6. wanting you to end your sms rant. it has nothing to do with me. insults don’t fly. i don’t respond to misdirected anger, or any anger for that fact. it gets ignored. peace.

7. i am strong, i am willed. i am focussed. i am direct. i am point, shoot and keep moving forward. i do not dawdle towards getting my day’s honest work done. i do it, i get on with it, and i smile knowing i did a good thing or two today. i am not alone. i saw a postsecret on sunday that had me in tears with it’s resonation. i just stared at it, touched the monitor and thought “i’ve so been there”.

8. i adore that you embrace the guirk. (quirk + girl + work + dork = guirk). thank you for my tea.

9. freaky cloud iridescence but, you know, we should be paying attention to nature more. you know this already. the toads were speaking with their hops.

10. you are in my thoughts and chocolates. i know this is hard for you. i believe in you and this move. you’re doing the right thing.

11. this is cool.

12. thank you for the 12 rand man yesterday.